keep walking

not that i want to comment on singapore idol every week but i feel like putting my thought down again. was watching it today and i wonder if the idols knew that there are other jazz singers besides michael buble. anyway nvm.. i hope that hady and mathilda can be in final, then it will make sense.

enough about it, it was a very frustrating day taking care of primary students. they’re definitely not cute and somehow God knew how to test my patience through them. i found myself yelling a lot and at the end of the day i just lost my voice. i know that i have turned very fierce at certain moments but i think those were still not enough.. definitely far behind the other teachers’ fierceness.
not to mention that my flu and cough are killing me, i started to regret of not taking medicine earlier, now it has come to a point that no medicine can cure me (according to the pharmacist) and i have to go for a real doctor. sigh. a man just cannot be too stubborn.

will be enjoying home alone for the next few weeks as shirls just left to italy.. i hope she will meet buffon there and maybe can bring a photo back hahaaa ok wishful thinking.. anyway i believe that i will go there one day as well, it will be more fantastic if i can drop by at greece too. i should really save up for it.

just a bit of announcement again, next week (4-6 aug) -FOP- don moen and CCC. i know i’m considered an old folk cos i am more interested in this compared to the planetshakers concert on the next week after that (11-12 aug).. haha.. anyway i have a feeling that planetshakers wanna promote their new album ‘pick it up’ but i have it already thanks to pearline. to tell you the truth, it was not as nice as the predecessors but maybe i have to listen to it more, gotta give more chance. and perhaps i may go to their concert as well.. yah why not.. *still considering*

i am coughing too much and my brain is scattering.
it is now the time that i have to put my trust fully in God once again. i gotta find a job real soon and re-apply my pass real soon.. i think i have been complaining too much, slacking too much, prioritizing wrong things too many times and taking too many things for granted. the real question is am i going to do something about it.
ask and it will be given. then Lord, i wanna ask.

before the day slips away, i wanna stop and say i love You…